/jp/ - Otaku Culture

This day today, but last year, I met someone very important to me. We only talked for 3 to 4 months and I've spent the remaining months until today panicking and thinking of any way to get them to talk to me again. I tried contacting every single possible person I could on /jp/ to see if they knew of this person or where to find them. In the process I've met many strange people from this site. School teachers, flaming homos, musicians, drug addicts and dealers. None of them could tell me where to find the person I'm looking for.
I really don't know what to do anymore. I planning to say goodbye with this post since I never felt I had received a satisfying goodbye from them, but I just can't. I got so nerve wracked I even went to a tarot card reader and one of the cards was the devil card and it was supposed to mean I should stop but that's besides the point, I just want them back!!
I still remember I said I could talk to them about anything they wanted if they were sad about something, even though they weren't even the person I intended to talk to when I posted my email. After a while of talking, I was told "You're like my angel!", and right there I lost it. I didn't want to believe it, how could someone snatch my heart away so easily.. I just can't let go, I can't help being this possessive, you still have my heart and I'm gonna take yours even if I have to forcefully rip it out!

I've been really excited all day to just post this in hopes I get a response, I can't even think straight, since I was emailed by them at 11:39PM and chatted for several hours from then on, this would be a good time to start, given the janitor wont delete it or something.

come on Caroline/Jessica/Rita/Melissa! Please respond to me!!! Dozens of instant messages and emails I've sent, please respond today!