/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I, like many of you, suffer from problems. My problems don't involve any of your implausible ones, but mine are worth voicing to you in hope of getting some advice. Anyways, I began to watch LV adaptations by JC Staff about a month ago, and as I dove deeper and deeper into these shows, the more and more I fapped to hentai of them. I continued to do so until the last minute of every show. Then I watched these series again...and again... and again... I found myself checking out these girls called "tsundere" every time I saw an on-screen moment of them. I began to stop going to my regular sites just to look for info of one person: Rie Kugimiya. I eventually had 1000s of pictures her and some doujins of Taiga and Louise. I began to spend what others called absurd amounts of money on merchandise, and my apartment is coated with Rie everywhere. I've shut myself off from family and friends and felt an urge to just snuggle with my Rie merchandise. Rie is all I need. She probably wouldn't like the way my family is or how my friends behave. I'm in love with Rie. I keep praying that she'll come to see me one day and decide to live with me. I have nothing left to live for but Rie. I know she can could be reading this, so I always post and say very nice things about her and tell her to come and visit me so our union can take place. So this is where you guys come into the picture. You're an all-purpose advice board. You definitely must know a way to help me break free from behind my monitor and internet prison. Please help! She's my perfect girl, and she could be longing for me as much as I long for her.