/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>6990925

>>3907997
Took me a second then I chuckled.

>>3579581
>they find out and crack the shits

>>3274246

>>2132843
You lost me.

>>2060771

>everyone here on 4chan
>daughter

>>898264

Totally not about to start blogging here.

Most of my issues probably have to do with me being a high-functioning autistic which wasn't diagnosed until some time ago, so my entire childhood was spent with people just thinking I was a freak and me getting shunned.
I only had one real friend for my first 7 years of school, who had to move to another state. My childhood psyche probably wasn't helped by my violent father and vindictive teachers.
From then until the end of high school my autism gradually became less severe for whatever reason, and I started to act reasonably like a normal person.
I wasn't popular in school because as soon as I established my personality in year 8, no one accepted me trying to change at all.

After year 11 finally finished, I changed to a mature age school (in the sense that it's for people from 16 years old to any age to attend) and seeing as no one there knew me, I could finally act the way I wanted to. Funnily enough, I became really popular. At my new school (doing year 12 again cause I failed) I'm popular. At my youth group I'm popular, and do comedy acts and play guitar in the band. People love me.
But at the same time both of those lives are false. I don't act like I feel. I just see the way people act and copy it. In a way, I'm a social master.
I'd rather stay at home and dream about the girls from the visual novels I play or wish my life could me more like Tsukihime than go out with my friends to a movie or something.
I just started to like anime because the stories were better than the crap I was used to watching. I don't particularly care for Japan either way.
I just think my own life is so boring that it'd be better if I woke up in Gensokyo or something.

Oh yeah, on that note, I've also been working on my own VN for about a year and a half now. I've been thinking of making a thread about it. What say you, /jp/? Interested?

>>403135
DIE MONSTER, YOU DO NOT BELONG IN THIS WORLD.

>>363200

>>174830

>>170380

>>162800