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>>8132145

I'm sort of a nihilist but I don't like the instant "if you're a nihilist go kill yourself response" because it dismisses it as a possibility, as opposed to any other belief (my nilihism isn't exactly a belief, as I'm more agnostic, but I think that LIFE itself has meaning, as there is absolutely nothing to have told us what matters at all...we made everything up ourselves, morals, right and wrong, etc. And importantly too, I believe no one knows what happens after we die for sure).

The real reason I didn't do it was probably just cause my parents who are really nice people and care about me. My family is great too, I'm in good health, look pretty good, and from being a reclusive loser I ended up getting social and talking to people.

But then I just thought it all doesn't matter and now I'm just home, looking for jobs everyday hoping to get a computer which I could use to play an MMO to waste time. :|