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>>41931130
I'm a faggot from Wriggle thread from few months ago, I doubt that anyone remembers it but tl;dr I was happy because things were going in direction of getting some job.
It went nowhere, nobody answers to my job applications and due to me being a massive retard I also screwed myself from getting any social support till end of this year.
Family considers me a failure and I'm genuinely embarrassed to ask for help.
I have like a dollar on my bank account and empty wallet. I don't even have money to buy rope to hang myself. If not winter and few hobbies keeping me at home, I would probably go and jump from our local bridge.