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>mfw tfw /jp/ is making a big fuss over another girl and not me

>>8982214
You have your own perceptions of reality, and you act on them. Everyone else does too. What is really "real"? Since it is impossible to know, it doesn't matter and you shouldn't worry about it.

Surely your reality gives you enough to worry about already. Mine sure does.

I think about it every day. I'm pretty busy though so as weird as it is, present failures and future tasks keep me alive, ensuring future failures. To tell the truth, I wish I could just let go of all the suffering and embrace death.

If I ever was left without anything to keep me distracted for more then 48 hours or so, I'd probably end up collapsing into depression. Whether or not I kill myself at that point depends on whether I have the energy to get out of bed or not.

How would I like to do it? Helium preferably, but I don't have the resources. A gun would be quick and painless, but I don't have one of those either. Asphyxia/Drowning without other gases is really scary, but it is that or a knife to the jugular, and the latter would make a huge mess.

>>8129922
I cannot remember the last time I was happy, or was successfully able to make someone else happy. Perhaps that might provide some insight to you about why death might ever seem appealing.

gensokyo, here I come