/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I want things to change in my life. I don't know what I want, or rather, the things I envision to fix my life or make me happy change on a day to day basis. Every day I want something slightly different, but I believe on some level that nothing, not even miracles would satisfy me for long. I stand on my porch every night wishing for something, hoping to see a fairy, a youkai, a magic sword, a giant robot. I hope for something magical and beyond belief, but the minute that thing exists, I would slowly grow used to it, wouldn't I? It would take a very special kind of magic to make me happy forever. I hope, somewhere, that sort of magic exists.