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>>8534635
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Rehosting >>8534615
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For a while now, I've been here. I liked it here; I'll be honest. Never before have I had a place where I felt I was allowed to act so stupid. Even on 4chan I usually take a trip and act all serious business. Even on a kiddy online gaming website I found youngerish girls with similar interests as myself and felt compelled to try and impress them. Not on meltan. Meltan was just a hangout where guys felt comfortable to act naturally and honestly. So, I acted like the nerdy, immature douchebag I guess is really a part of me. It was freeing, in a way. But then people started disliking me for it. Not too long ago, someone, I forgot who, said something like "blah blah everyone with self-respect hates you." And I realized that this was pretty damn accurate. I even hated that part of myself when I acted stupid as well. It's like a drug: it's fun at first, but the more you do it the more naturally it becomes to do and the less resistance you have against it. Eclaire helped me realize something when we were discussing the fallacies of lag complaints: Why should I act like people whom I would judge as worthless if I was spectating their behavior? The ultimate hypocrisy. I think even Nanaya dislikes me now, despite how I really did consider him one of my first online friends. That's why I'm leaving, meltanjp. It's not for me, it's for you guys. You'll probably see me around at #MBAC, acting as I have acted my entire life. You might even guess which tripfag I am currently, if you look hard enough. And maybe one day, I'll be past this little phase and mature enough to come back here.