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Why human interaction hard???

Life is hard. Too hard for a single person to bear. That's why people unite. They share their pain and share their strength. It's the correct way for humans to live.
The source of my problems is that I refuse to accept others, and won't allow others to accept me. Using the hedgehog metaphor, I've got the sharpest spikes and the least fur. The fact that the winter hasn't killed me yet is nothing short of a miracle. Even (You), the one reading this, feel completely alien to me. I'm hesitant to say that we are of the same species. I'm like an inferior animal wearing human skin.
Yes, I was the kid that sat in the back of the classroom and never spoke to anyone even when being asked stuff directly. I didn't really get bullied because I didn't respond even after that one time I got punched really hard. It really hurt, but my mind couldn't come up with the appropriate response. I will never forget the look on that kid's face. Was he afraid of me? No, he pitied me. He pitied the kid with no emotions. The kid who opened himself up to no one.