/jp/ - Otaku Culture

How do you do it. How the fuck do some of you live this life. The life of a hikki. It's so miserable and just a pathetic way to live. I feel like a zombie all the time, I honestly can't even laugh at ANYTHING anymore.
Please just tell me if any of you are ex-NEETs what is your success story on how you got out of this horribly life-style.
My day to day life is just me waking up at 12 p.m., browsing 4chan for an hour, eat, shower, clean, then sit around the rest of the day.
What is wrong with my HEAD that I can't be normal and get a job. I am a leech on my family. I have medical bills to pay off because of all the different medications I have tried for social anxiety and depression.
In Japan apparently there are a lot of hikkis and while it isn't accepted more people understand it. But in America you're a freak for sitting on your ass being a crutch on your family. Fucking kill me already.

How do you do it. How the fuck do some of you live this life. The life of a hikki. It's so miserable and just a pathetic way to live. I feel like a zombie all the time, I honestly can't even laugh at ANYTHING anymore.
Please just tell me if any of you are ex-NEETs what is your success story on how you got out of this horribly life-style.
My day to day life is just me waking up at 12 p.m., browsing 4chan for an hour, eat, shower, clean, then sit around the rest of the day.
What is wrong with my HEAD that I can't be normal and get a job. I am a leech on my family. I have medical bills to pay off because of all the different medications I have tried for social anxiety and depression.
In Japan apparently there are a lot of hikkis and while it isn't accepted more people understand it. But in America you're a freak for sitting on your ass being a crutch on your family. Fucking kill me already.

How do you do it. How the fuck do some of you live this life. The life of a hikki. It's so miserable and just a pathetic way to live. I feel like a zombie all the time, I honestly can't even laugh at ANYTHING anymore.
Please just tell me if any of you are ex-NEETs what is your success story on how you got out of this horribly life-style.
My day to day life is just me waking up at 12 p.m., browsing 4chan for an hour, eat, shower, clean, then sit around the rest of the day.
What is wrong with my HEAD that I can't be normal and get a job. I am a leech on my family. I have medical bills to pay off because of all the different medications I have tried for social anxiety and depression.
In Japan apparently there are a lot of hikkis and while it isn't accepted more people understand it. But in America you're a freak for sitting on your ass being a crutch on your family. Fucking kill me already.

I'm turning 21 soon and my life has not gone anywhere since I graduated high school in 2010. I feel like I have wasted so much time it makes me cringe at the thought of what I could have accomplished.

Basically my goal I am setting for myself is to find a job that pays a little above minimum wage so that 2 friends and myself can rent a apartment together, hopefully one with 3 rooms but that seems unlikely. One can dream...