/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Am I the only person here who actually wants to go outside and find someone one day?

Every day I exercise and lift weights (inside my house, of course) and I slowly try to fix my anxiety issues through meditation and occasionally going outside so I can try to talk to people without having a panic attack. I've been getting a lot less scrawny and I'm starting to see a lot physical improvements, but the social anxiety part is still pretty rough.

My dream is that one day I'll have shaped my body into something attractive, I won't have as much anxiety, and then I'll go out and find an obese otaku girl that I can date. We could cuddle and watch anime or play games together. I think it would be nice.