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>karen uehara was my favorite jav actress
>Was going to buy the shit I couldn't find on the internet off of R18 after she retired
>decided not to be a retard and spend money on porn
>A year and some months later decide to be a retard and buy porn
>All the shit I wanted to buy is gone now
A lot of her stuff is gone off from r18, not just her, Misa Suzumi seems to have videos that's disappeared as well. I'm new to this and I've never really payed attention to JAV in general, but is this a regular occurrence for videos to be delisted on sites? Is there anywhere else I can find this stuff without having to get a premium account on some shady file hosting site?