/jp/ - Otaku Culture

The bottle is my friend, every night I come to this thread after things have died down and I sit here. For hours I ponder what I'm doing with my life and how things turned out like this. Why am I spending my days on a message board awaiting (You)'s from complete strangers? At what point in my life did it become a habit to scroll through thousands of words of texts a day, reading conversations between other people that don't concern me? Tonight just like any other night I'll drink until I pass out, occasionally pressing update to see if there are any other posts worth reading. Even now as I write this I am hoping that maybe things will turn out differently but deep down I know they won't They can't. Nothing will ever change.