/jp/ - Otaku Culture

First time ronery-poster here. I was in a happy relationship for about 2½ years, before my girlfriend started getting colder all of a sudden. After like three weeks of the cold treatment she said that we should stop seeing each other. This happened on her birthday. I really loved her, so this was a real blow to me, mentally. It became more of a fucked-up season for me, because like a week after that I discovered a livejournal which one of my best friends was keeping, mainly involving his desire to be with my ex(yes he'd been posting like ½ years before me and my gf broke up). So after that I became really depressed, but I didn't see any psychiatrist or such, because I thought I could make it on my own. I cried a lot, maybe for a month, but only at nights because I couldn't bear the thought that someone could see me crying over just one relationship. It also didn't help that all of my other friends were all "why are you mad?" at me, because they haven't ever had a relationship.

I broke all contact to both my ex and my ex-friend. He tried to apologize to me, but to me he was and still is as good as dead. Betrayal is the worst thing you can do to a person in my opinion, and I had trusted so much in both of them. But yeah, life went on and after 1½ years I had come a bit back from my shell. But then I learned that my ex and he had started dating. I don't know when, but I think probably after we broke up. It espescially struck me in the ironic way, because when we broke up with my gf she said "you know I have never cheated on you, right?" Why did she say it, I wondered, but when I had discovered their relationship it was dead obvious that SOMETHING must have been going even before the break-up.