/jp/ - Otaku Culture

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i did this a few times, though it ended before it got bad.

But then once, once it got so bad, when he disappeared because he figured out i had fallen in love i couldnt cope.

I still have weird day-dreams where i FEEL him touching or he says something, or i think he's going to be somewhere. and the dreams at night. they're always so nice, we're together, just being a couple.

i only really have myself to blame. and since then ive just stayed well away from erp, evidently i cant fucking function with people. id go to gensokyo, but ive tried that a few times over the years and i never have the courage to make the last step.