/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>42364706
retard-kun please, most of us WANT children

With a flushed face Reimu looked down at you, gloating and not holding anything back, "Ahhh~ that felt good, what do you have anything to say with that nasty glare in your eyes? I bet you hate how powerless you are huh?!". You stumbled, almost keeled over clutching your belly but you held your ground staying on your feet despite what felt like a sack of bricks launched at your midsection and with eyes more tired the anything returned the sharp and acidic stare coming from Reimu's heavy and sharp eyes. You were more tired then anything at this point, and simply had to ask her more out of curiosity then any wish of banter, "Was that enough to make you come back to your senses Reimu? is it?". Your cool gaze seemed to set her off further and the table that once had a few snacks and the bottle of sake along with its drinking cup on it flew out to the side of the room colliding with another piece of furniture and falling with a loud clatter and the sound of breaking glass. "You... you just really want to piss me off huh?! what the hell is wrong with you huh?!" she took a step towards you but you already stopped caring and met her gaze. Reimu didn't use her speed to close the gap despite that if she wanted too you wouldn't even realize it, she wanted you to feel the pain and fear and it wasn't just spur of the moment emotions it was planned sadism. In the second or two it took you fished in the folds of your jinbei and found a sharp double sided piece of steel. The dagger was a simple affair, it was one of the first items that got sold to you when you came to Gensokyo which made sense as it was both a utility item and self defense from the simple animals, you grasped its well worn grip that served you well for the past 4 years, the Hakurei glared at you in amusement. "what is that what you think will help you? you got sooo tired of this you'll think you can get out of this with the dagger?! Huh is that it! You finally hate me thhhhat much?!".
Instead you simply flipped the well worn dagger in your hand, the blade was in your hand gently resting on your palm and the hilt was pointing towards Reimu. It was clear she wasn't expecting this and you righted yourself with stubborn pride as you stood at full height again and this time due to such a difference in stature you were able to look down on her. With a voice level and stern, not betraying any emotion but tired resignation you said without mincing words, "Take it... You don't want to get better and I don't want to baby you anymore... Like I said i'm tired of this way of life you force upon me. I don't care if you make it quick or draw it, just let this night be the last!" you didn't care to make her feel anything at this point but simply said your own thoughts that you felt from the start of this nightmare you've been forced to live through and added on with the same voice. "I hope that when we meet again after the yama judges us that you be able to love again without hurting others...". Reimu glanced at the sharp dagger in your hands, its handle pointing in her direction waiting for the miko to grip it despite posing no threat even if you were to point it at her and charge she could easily just side step and take care of you. However, she halted in her steps as if it was wielded by a god of war.
You seized the initiative knowing that even if she decided to do it you wouldn't regret your decision, you were sure Kasen and Marisa would forgive you eventually even if you never came back to enjoy time with them and took your step towards Reimu. The now frightened miko took a step back despite your expectations on the contrary but you continued your walk considering yourself dead already and kept your eyes locked onto hers, you didn't think about it honestly as you were past that and simply approached as it registered in the back of your mind that she was backing up as you approached not saying a word till she hit the wall. You closed the rest of the distance as she sputtered, "hey... that's... You're joking right... Stop dammit!" and by the time you cornered her against the wall you took her hand that was once raised to strike you and forcefully guided the handle of the dagger to it. She seemed to want to open it but the muscles to open a hand were much weaker then to close it even for a superhuman and she you forced it closed and even though you couldn't quite lift her arm by way of force you could walk fowards onto the knife... As you took your step forward her face paled but as her reactions were quick on the uptake even while drunk as she was and in a stuttering and frantic mess she pushed you back with her free arm causing you to fall over onto the tatami and landing you on your back. You noted with a hint of regret that you couldn't get her to do it in the end and with a face as white as a ghost she ran out of the living room all her rage forgotten.
You picked yourself up and placed the dagger back in the folds of yukuta, you didn't feel much of anything.

>>41651353
Concussions are a hell of a drug anon-chan