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>>31223278
I'm such a goddamn fan of casual wear Polka it isn't funny. I love her clown getup, don't get me wrong, but her in street clothes is so charming too.

>>30851323
No.

Both because this is an obvious rrat, and also because if Polka wants to take that content down and no longer feels like it represents her or her channel, I would respect that and allow her to go her own way in peace.

>>30804542
Fucking this. I'll never believe a single fuck who does this kind of shit. I've been depressed and alone for years now but the last thing i'll ever do is try to drag someone down to my level by using my weakness as a crutch. I'd literally rather kill myself first.

>>30673389
Me too!

>>30526977
Here, have a cool and casual Polka to clear your head.

>>30324291
Hey dogfucker, why are you so retarded that you take obvious bait and come here to bitch and moan?

>>30056446
I will always love her

>>30047624
Took the words right out of my mouth.

Cuddle the clown. Praise the clown. Love the clown.

I wonder how long Polka will stream Sakuna for, it's almost midnight for this poor fox.

>>29408004
Glad to know I'm not the only one.

Here's my announcement:

I love Polka!

>>29115125
Polka made it 3/4th the way through seiyuu university but failed, oversleeping through her classes. She spent the next decade dwelling on her failure to achieve her goals. When she got her big break, she suddenly felt like she was fulfilling her goal in life. She got around the industry “gatekeepers” through vtubing. Then it fell apart. Even though she's more successful now, what happened to Aloe could happen to her at a moment’s notice, and she’ll be all alone again. She knows this life is completely ephemeral and she will lose all the people who care about her some day. In other words, "mono no aware”.

Combined with her very limited real life interactions, and growing up on the internet a skewed concept of "connecting" with people, she has developed a very dependent parasocial relationship with her members. They love her and she genuinely loves them, but has doubts in her head because it can't be 'real', right? You think she does this for money? Her roommate made nearly seven figures a year between streaming and fanbox. She *needs* her members, not individually, but she needs their support, their love. And she loves them back, just as hard. It’s frankly unhealthy. She is a lonely internet hikki so it's the only connection she has grown to understand, spending too much time on NND and 2ch/5ch to have traditional friends and relationships.


tl;dr Polka's a 32 year old fucking shut-in mess due to a string of failures in life, and can never appreciate success.

>>29100273
That's absurd anon. Polka would never wear anything casual.