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We all know how to get an Ayame girlfriend or Rushia girlfriend but.. how do I get a Mel girlfriend?

Hey friends this isn't really ultra specific to vtubers but I'd like to ask anyway.
I'm trying to find an artist/illustrator that has plenty of experience drawing male, adults and nature themes with anime style (think of Roberu's design as en example).
Since I can't communicate in Japanese I'm trying to find Western counterparts but everyone I've found specializes in cute/loli/uwu/kawaii girl anime designs. And even then, most of the guys ALSO use uwu designs.
Am I shit out of luck or am I searching in the wrong places? I've tried Twitter, skeb, pic, gelbooru with no success.
Sorry if this wasn't the place to ask this, I just want someone to draw my character with that style :) not a vtuber project for now, just some self gift.

>Dreaming about making a movie with Mel
>She really likes me as a director
>She hugs me and thanks me for helping her becoming a better actress

I feel bad for Mel

>Be dreaming about Meru
>Shes biting playfully on arm while watching a movie
>Calls me Onii-chan
>Hugs her close and feels her heart thumping
>Feeling the best I've felt in 5 years

I feel like I've been bitten