/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Sucker love is heaven sent
You pucker up our passion's spent
My hearts a tart your body's rent
My body's broken yours is bent

Carve your name into my arm
Instead of stressed I lie here charmed
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you

Sucker love a box I choose
No other box I choose to use
Another love I would abuse
No circumstances could excuse

In the shape of things to come
Too much poison come undone
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me

Sucker love is known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up for heavens sake
There's never been so much at stake

I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort, calling late
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me,

Every me and every you
Every me

Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind

All alone in space and time
There's nothing here but what here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me

Every me and every you
Every me

Stargazing with Chihaya!

Something has to change, undeniable dilemma
Boredom's not a burden, anyone should bear
Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I would not want you any other way
Cause

It's not enough, I need more
Nothing seems to satisfy
I said I don't want it, I just need it
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASyxXvl57ok

We all try to catch the beauty, in a world that's mouldering
And we dream of tomorrow, anything to ease this pain
Can you deal with the truth, can you deal with life itself
Or will you hide behind, retouch the picture and play the game

I try to see the real me, but there's someone else in here

Open your eyes you coward, now it's time to confront yourself
Take a look inside, go on just face the pain
Can you deal with yourself, can you see what's really you?
Or will you close your eyes, and hide behind another lie

I'd like to see the real me. But I'm afraid to look inside

I am fear, the lord of pain. I'll break you down, with my bare hands
I'm your conscience, deep inside. I feed your mind, you're full of lies
Plunge into oceans of hate restrained by, the anger you create

Falling, from the stairs inside your mind, crawling helpless like a child

When you try to see things clearly, shattered pictures erase your mind
You hear voices on the inside, then your mind goes blank

Trapped inside your inner self forced to see the truth
There's no use to run cause the doors are closed
No more excuses the truth you cannot bend
It's hard to deal with life when you're used to pretend

A psychotic mind erases and deconstructs to improve
It'll leave you blinded with a hallucinating truth
No more excuses the truth you cannot bend
It's hard to deal wiht life when you're used to pretend

If I'd only known the answer
Life will be easier when you see who you are
No more fear no more lies se the truth with new eyes

Killer instinct you face the pain
Nothing will ever stop you
Killer instinct play the game
New eyes no longer afraid
You'll never hide again
New eyes no longer blind

We all try to catch the beauty...

I see nothing in your eyes
And the more I see the less I like
Is it over yet
In my head
I know nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet
I can't wait
So sacrifice yourself
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way
Get away
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it through
'Cause I'll be the death of you
This will be all over soon
Pour salt into the open wound
Is it over yet
Let me in
So sacrifice yourself
And let me have whats left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way
Get away
You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You gotta fight just to make it through
'Cause I'll be the death of you

To know love is to ache;
hurt yourself and repent
For in the end all is gone;
lights go out, your time is spent

If I were you I would retract and lock my heart
Concede defeat and admit I was off the mark
If I were you I would turn away and hide my face
Swallow my pride and then finish here it's all disgrace

All of our dreams now laid on the sand
To wait by the perilous tides
To be washed away into the depths
And sink without a trace
Just a fool's hope remains

To rejoice is to lapse;
fool yourself and repent
Mirth will soon turn into woe,
reveries to contempt

If I were you I would now bring the curtain down
Accept my lot and thus fathom out my own bounds
If I were you I would rue the day when I was born
Cleanse all in life and redeem myself from scorn

Remember these words when tide is turning
The less you hope for, the less you suffer
If you dare to trust, then you shall shatter
Lunge from the heights and fall to smithereens

And when you come here with charred wings and a defiled heart
Wait not for compassion or words of consolation
For only a gleeful smile is greeting you

I can't tolerate your sadness
Cause it's me you are drowning
I won't allow any happiness
Cause everytime you laugh, I feel so guilty, I feel so guilty

Am I forced to have any regret
I've become the lie, Beautiful and free
In my righteous own mind
I adore and preach the insanity you gave to me

Sell me the infection, it is only for the weak
No need for sympathy, The misery that is me

I've lost the ability to pain the clouds
Cause it's me you're draining
I'm stuck in this slow-motion dark day
Cause everytime you run, I fall.. Behind, I fall behind

And so I hear my voice again
The tale of the bitter man here I am
Shake the silence and hear what it says
The tranquil pride that become the lie

Sell me to infection, it is only for the weak
No need for sympathy, the misery that is me

Sell me to infection, it is only for the weak
On bleeding knees, I accept my fate

Smash apart what you created
How can
I ever
stop you from
crushing my soul?
It was,
it was yours,
yours to begin with

And if my lungs still let me breathe
Would you be there for me?
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you took away

Fragile leaves hit the ground.
The cold air drifts into my lungs.
I see your face through the fog.
Reminds me of the dreams you lost.

I can see it in your eyes.
You're broken down; your hands are tied.
I can feel it in my side.
Over and over and over I've tried.

I can see it in your eyes
You're broken down; your hands are tied.

And I know you cannot hide.
Over and over and over I've tried.

It broke my heart.

It felt so good to see you.
I've never been one to put my trust in.
When did I become so weak, or have I always been?
I can't put all this back in place.(Back in place)

This gaping hole in my chest is filled with deceit.
I fear that all my cries fell upon deaf ears.
I caress flesh with severed nerves.
I go veiled in darkness and disease.
This November swallows me whole.
And this may be the closest thing that you'll ever receive to an apology.

I close my eyes and I can see you dead.
I close my eyes and I can see you dead....

You are my light
You are my fire
The only one that's not a lie
You get me through all of my days
And keep me numb to the pain
When I'm lonely
When I'm calling out
Scream for a friend
You always hear the sound
Keep me happy
Keep me happy now
When all the world around
Crumbles to the ground
Crumbles to the ground
You keep me calm when I'm not fine
You take the pressure off of mind
And even though I don't see clear
I feel safe cause your here
When I'm lonely
When I'm calling out
Scream for a friend
You always hear the sound
Keep me happy
Keep me happy now
When all the world around
Crumbles to the ground

If I were you I would retract and lock my heart
Concede defeat and admit I was off the mark
If I were you I would turn away and hide my face
Swallow my pride and then finish ere its all disgrace

To rejoice is to lapse,
fool yourself and repent
Mirth will soon turn into woe,
reveries to contempt

If I were you I would now bring the curtain down
Accept my lot and thus fathom out my own bounds
If I were you I would rue the day when I was born
Cleanse all in life and redeem myself from scorn

Remember these words when tide is turning
The less you hope for, the less you suffer
If you dare to trust, then you shall shatter
Lunge from the heights and fall to smithereens

Twirling round with this familiar parable
Spinning, weaving round each new experience
Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing
A chance to be alive and breathing

This body holding me
reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember
we are eternal
All this pain is just an illusion

Fading, falling, lost in forever
Will I find a way to keep it together?
Am I strong enough to last through the weather
In the hurricane of my life?
Can it be a conscious decision?
That I look for ways to alter my vision?
Am I speeding towards another collision
In the alleyways of my life?

Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Those who have fallen
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Those who have fallen

And please believe me
That my eyes deceive me
Don't stand me up
Just leave me
I have fallen again
This is the end
Pain redefined

Shaking, burning up with the fever
In the realm of pain, I am the deceiver
Now I lie to myself, so I can believer her
As she dissembles my life
I cannot dispel the illusion
All my hopes and dreams are drowned by confusion
Can I find a way to make a solution
That will reconfigure my life?

Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Those who have fallen
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Memories don't lie
You're no better than
Those who have fallen

And please believe me
That my ears deceive me
Don't stand me up
Just leave me
I have fallen again
This is the end
Pain Redefined

Breaking dawn will bring revenge
We should know by now
We're so sick
It was building up and no one was watching
We're running out of darkened corners to sweep the waste into
In our distracted focus no one had a chance
When we lined up at the edge
We were open wide
Like fools, waiting for a sign

It was a free fall
An act of desperation, our backs against the wall
It was a free fall
It was an act of desperation, down we go
As we all went blind, like an answer to the call of our outstretched hands
The hell be beckon crept inside
The vultures circling overhead
Starving to pick the skeletons we leave
On the eve of the end
As the world around us burns, the ashes shall rain
Somehow we still beg
Give us a sign

Dawn brings revenge

Patience won't mend the broken
Promise of something greater
The cables wrapped around out throat
Tonight pitch red cast over
Senses adrift, I lay me down
Plague wraps its arms around me
Down we go

It was a free fall
An act of desperation, our backs against the wall
It was a free fall
It was an act of desperation, down we go
When we lined up at the edge
We were open wide
Like fools, waiting for a sign

We were open wide
Like fools, waiting for a sign

We were open wide
Like fools, waiting for a sign

Daddy said, Daddy said, go out and make me proud.
If only he could see the way you've turned out now.

Go ahead baby and say the words you want from me.
Believe, cause' I'm the one that wrote this song.
If I could turn back time and read your mind,
Besides these dice and cards I'm just another game.

If you could live forever, you'd still wanna be a one night stand.

You can walk on, cause I'm leaving.
Goodbye to you and everything.

Look at the mess of mistakes you've made.
Heroes, yeah, I will remain.

I won't be another notch on bedpost sheets.

You tried to test me and you failed.
"I'll stay the course, I'll stay the course, I'll hold my head up high."

Another misread lullaby.
"I won't be misread again, I won't be here waiting, goodbye to you, goodbye."

You can walk on, cause I'm leaving.
Goodbye to you and everything.

We wrote the book.
You wrote the lies.
So take this forever.

Forth in writing, Oh my God.
Oh. My. God.

So press on now baby, you never seemed so fake.
Just give me something that's real again.

If I were you I would retract and lock my heart

Concede defeat and admit I was off the mark

If I were you I would turn away and hide my face

Swallow my pride and then finish ere it’s all disgrace

All of our dreams now laid on the sand

To wait by the perilous tides

To be washed away into the depths

And sink without a trace

Just a fool’s hope remains

To rejoice is to lapse

fool yourself and repent

Mirth will soon turn into woe

reveries to contempt

If I were you I would now bring the curtain down

Accept my lot and thus fathom out my own bounds

If I were you I would rue the day when I was born

Cleanse all in life and redeem myself from scorn

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven...

I've come so far without a compass

You lighten darkened paths
When i was lost, you were there
And you helped lead the way

You gave me strength with actions
You gave me strength with words
You show that there's a way
That show that dreams come true

I'm taking steps through this enchanted place (enchanted place)
You light up foot paths with all of your grace (of your grace)
I know (i know) that you are there with me through this (me through this)
You know (you know) that you helped pave the way for us

I was about to give up, but you gave me the strength to find my way

I'm taking steps through this enchanted place (enchanted place)
You light up foot paths with all of your grace (of your grace)
I know (i know) that you are there with me through this (me through this)
You know (you know) that you helped pave the way for us

I have new found strength
You were my compass and you helped lead the way

I have new found strength
You were my compass and you helped lead the way

I have new found strength
You were my compass and you helped lead the way

The weight of the world is resting on thin ice
When the surface breaks will I find paradise?
As I freeze to death
Left to reflect
What a waste of time I was, in retrospect
I’d take a leap of faith
But I’d lose my nerve
In the end, I’ll get the hell that I deserve
I’m always gone with the wind
Crawling in and out of my mind
God knows, I lost all my faith
A sickness with no remedy
Except the ones inside of me
You ever wonder how deep you can sink into nothing at all?
Disintegrate
Annihilate me
Do you remember when you said to me
“My friend, hope is a prison”?
Of all the patterns that I could create
I built a labyrinth with no escape
To keep my ‘self’ under lock and key
I am my own worst enemy
A sickness with no remedy
Except the ones inside of me
You ever wonder how deep you can sink into nothing at all?
Disintegrate
Annihilate me
If I could silence all the doubt in me
Accept that what is meant to be
Is meant to be
You ever wonder how deep you can sink into nothing at all?
Disintegrate
Annihilate me

The sun is gone, come here darkness come
With me to see into the deep, to scream, to dream
Of things I can't believe
My fate is to decay, to rot in this grave, alone to try in vain
To rise again
to see another day,
To live again
to see another day

Too late to try, the end is in sight, die to see another day
Too late to cry, for peace of mind, die to see another day

Grasping the blade, die to see another day
To strike a vein, die to see another day
Tomorrow's not the day, I wanna see so I'll be on my way
To see what's beyond

I feel the heat from the flames
I'm dying the essence of pain
This bitter life has come to an end
My mind is tired my heart is bleeding
I can feel the taste from the nectars of Eden
Never again shall I face the pain of living
In a world of shame

When my yellow dies under velvet thoughts
I feel no pain within
I've kissed the crystals of Eden

Out of the fire I leave this bitter pain
My only desire get away from this world of shame
Come take me higher save me from the flames
The essence of power a jester's sweet charade

I feel the pain decline
I'm leaving this world behind
I feel the pain decline
I'm leaving this world behind

Never again. No more pain
I feel the taste from the nectars of Eden

I am leaving this world of utopia
No more sadness cause I'm on my way
In a state unacquainted to nausea
In the Garden of Eden I stay

I feel the pain decline
I'm leaving this world behind
I feel the pain decline
I'm leaving this world behind

Out of the fire I leave this bitter pain
My only desire get away from this world of shame
Come take me higher save me from the flames
The essence of power a jester's sweet charade

Something has to change.
Undeniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.

Constant over stimulation numbs me
But I would not want you
any other way.

It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.

I'll keep digging
till I feel something.

Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. Turn around and take my hand.