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Any fellow feel otakus on /jp/ right now?

That feel when my physical health is fine, but my mental health is a whole different story.

I've been taking psychedelics for awhile now, specifically mushrooms since it was easy to grow them, and I think it's kind of bled through a bit. The difference between how I feel when I'm normal and how I feel when I'm tripping is becoming increasingly smaller and it's getting a little tricky to determine if this is real. I always feel like I'm not here or that this is not entirely real. I don't feel awake, but I'm not tired, I just don't feel like I am currently in the waking world.

I honestly have no idea if I'm even awake right now. This could be a dream, it definitely doesn't feel like reality and I'm getting that dream vibe where things just seem different, the carpet does not look right, the corner of the room seems abnormally far away, and there's a lot of little things which don't feel right when I look at them.