/jp/ - Otaku Culture

How do you motivate youself to kig again?

Between work eating up a lot of time and tiring me out and general listlessness I really just can't bring myself to kig anymore despite really wanting to.

It's gotten to the point where I keep being tempted to buy outfits just for an excuse to get in kig and I'm constantly worried that I'll get trapped in a loop of nsfw kig like so many other have. It's low effort and inherently gratifiying so it's hard to stop myself falling into that mindset.

Going outside is terrifiying because anything mildly "weird" getting traced back to you can mean losing your job and getting the shit kicked out of you here and all the kigs in this country are far enough away that it'd take a few weeks worth of wages just to travel to them.

I really don't know what to do anymore. I've never felt anywhere close to this passionate about anything else so I can't bring myself to give it up, but after years of only taking pics around my flat I just can't find any joy it in anymore.

Has anyone else run into similar problems before?
Does anyone have any advice?