/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I don't have trouble reading human emotion and if I have some medication to sedate me and remove my anxiety then I am able to function well enough in social situations, but I feel this overwhelming need for isolation.

I'm only really happy when I'm alone and being around anyone, aside from /jp/ or some areas of the internet, drains me of my happiness. I've made friends after being pressured to do so by family members, but after about a month I feel so exhausted and unhappy that I abandon them and return back to my isolation.

What disorder do I have? Is this autism?