/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>be me
>decide to read through Tsukihime, since I figured I wanted to expand a little more than just Katawa Shoujo
>intrigued by the story, want to read more
>be 12 in the morning and at this point and I'm still reading it
>Arcueid dies, get revived, that sort of thing
>combined with my confused anger and 12AM mental state, I post the autism that is pic related
>"dude what are you talking about? Arcueid's best girl you retard lmao"
>continue playing, after I go to bed of course
>Shiki's autistic behavior becomes more apparent and understandable
>Arcueid seems genuinely kind, despite that Shiki is seemingly a murderous nutcase to her
>fuck it, Arcueid route it is
>get more invested in this fictional socially-awkward vampire character
>Arcueid gets killed again near the end of the route
>oh god oh fuck
>did I get a bad ending
>revived later in the story because reasons
>oh thank god it wasn't a bad ending
>true ending happens
>wait shitfuck no come back
>get teary-eyed and shit
>realize that I went on such a rollercoaster of emotions that I went from hating the two characters to becoming emotionally invested in both
>realize that Tsukihime is amazing and I was just being retarded