/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>When I get involved closely with people, I will surely suffer for myself and the other person, so I hate all human beings, I ended up with that, and there is nothing I can do about it.
>Because I'm scared

>I'm totally back to my old self.
>No one is around.
>No one to believe in you, no one to tell your true feelings to
>Now I've created that situation for myself
>But I really don't want to be involved anymore

>ADHD, Borderline Personality Disorder, Attachment Disorder, Manic Depression, whatever... how can I become a normal person? How can I relate to people like a normal person? Is it all a disease and there is nothing I can do about it? Can't I get better? I want to be able to relate to people normally.

>I'm always crying alone, I'm still crying, I can't stop crying, it's all an illusion
>Women, men, people are all imaginary

>I'll be alone now.
>I'll always be alone, then I won't get hurt

>There was no friendship like in Shonen Jump, there was no such thing as love, I don't know.