/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I'm a little disappointed she sounds so excited for this. I should be happy she's enjoying it so much but I won't lie a little part of me hopes she would at some point scale it back or stop. I think I'm kind of sick of seeing her plastered everywhere and called a whore. I even stopped posting Noel in places because the discussion just falls or gets derailed by her roommate. But hearing her be so happy about this of all things is just weird to me. Especially with her stressed and crying last stream. Not to mention her extended absence and silence as Noel while all her focus is here doing this and as someone who watches Noel too there's some resentment since we haven't gotten a real stream in 10 days. Just hate how I can't voice it because they have to be kept separate.
I hate being so conflicted about something I do genuinely love and more times than not I just enjoy both for for what they are but I think this hiatus as is weighing on me.
Anyway, that's my schizo rant. Probably just tired and going to bed instead of waiting for this stream. But may as well throw my thoughts into the void.

>>39343196
Thank you

Love Noel