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>>10785659
He's in page 10 blogging like mad in the dead NEET thread

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWXzFA-3epk&feature=watch-vrec

Monday morning NEET thread.

Post some feels.

Why don't you have a girlfriend?

Please remake this thread with the correct picture

I'm a dude in his early 20s... typical virgin, underachiever, ex-NEET and a still beta as fuck robot.
I didn't get any sleep at all last night, because I sometimes suffer from insomnia. However, overtired as fuck I still went to school to write a test. It's the usual morning routine, I get on the bus, walk to the back and sit with the more or less usual people. Same thing happens when I take the train. And there I see him, a young boy who's like ~12 years old. We both always wait on a similar spot to catch the train and also have our usual seats. Shit happens for like over a year now, since I had to take this train. We never spoke a single fucking word to each other. I'm too beta and also afraid that someone might question why I'd talk to him. And he's probably afraid too, cus I don't know any kids who just walk up to older blokes for a chat. It's all weird. I hate myself for not even talking to him. So close, but yet so far away. I really like him, but it seems that I wait for a chance to talk to him that'll never come by. But what really killed me on the way back home was that I met the other boy who I fucking love. We actually know each other, because a friend of mine knew him. However, I haven't seen him for over half a year or even longer, because he moved and doesn't take the same bus as me anymore. We talked a little and I was really happy when I could look in his adorable green eyes again. He's 15 now (oh, that's the legal age in my country) and holy fuck a straight 10/10 for my taste.

Well, OP, I told my therapist and I haven't had the feds kick my door down yet. Hell, I told him that not only do I want to fuck kids, I'm a sadistic bastard who gets off on the kind of shit you thought people only joked about. Not the best combination, eh? At least my potential victims wouldn't have to live with the trauma, so there's a silver lining for you.

The kicker is, though, that my therapist seems to think nothing of it. He makes it clear that he doesn't condone any behavior like that, but seems to accept it as a fantasy. Then again, I'm a depressed neet, how the fuck am I gonna abduct and rape a kid? I don't even have a car. Maybe if I was a normalfag he would've reported me already. I'm guessing that he knows that I don't actually have the means, or the balls, to do anything like that.

He also considers viewing of child pornography as a victimless crime. Hell, maybe I'm the one who should be reporting him.

It's kind of funny, though. Caused me to have sort of an epiphany, although I can't quite articulate it. I told another person that I would enjoy raping and torturing a little girl, and we talked about it like people talk about weather. Then we both went home. What a mindfuck, you know?

>>9935742
How can I find a girl willing to have sex for drugs? I don't have money but I have good drug connects. Really good, speed, weed, coke. Like I give her a half gram, and she lets me fuck her. Once or twice a week on Thursday and Friday during the day or after 12 AM. It's very pure so it's worth about $150 if you cut it down to average coke level. The meth is worth even more.

I'd try escorts but i'd they have good drug connects already. I don't know any girls that live around any more. I keep to myself and was fine with just knowing my friend as the only girl I talked to. We'd have sex often but she moved and only visits family once a year at christmas.

Where can I go to find girls that would do this? I tried /soc/ but the only girls down for this lived an hour away.

Craigslist is risky since so many cops browse it.

Only requirements I'd have is above 5/10, nice ass, and not an IV drug user. Shouldn't be too hard but it seems to be.

There is no ZUN!bar, only feels now.

How long do you intend on staying as a NEET?

I need to get a job soon or else my mom will kick me out of my bonsai garden. And right after I blew my life savings on a vintage tea set!

What do you NEETs do for work?

there's no point in life
people can say the point of life is to just be happy or something but there's really no point to that either and who cares striving for happiness feels so boring
i think people have kids mostly so they have some obligation to keep on living
there's no reason why you shouldn't kill yourself because you aren't meant to or to not be alive
people only want you alive so you can work for them or so they don't have to deal with the pain of losing you they don't really care about you
most people dedicate their lives to some cause but who gives a fuck about any cause
give me one reason why i shouldn't kill myself

That feel when life is just, like, a bummer, dude...

>>9885432
Why do you have against my FEEL lifestyle and culture?

Monday night thread?
Monday night thread.

That Otaku Culture feel when jumping out of space