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>Continuing from "Post-success backlash and the saving drug Dragon Quest 8"
She doesn't know if this negative aura will return or not but right now she is completely fine, feeling refreshed. And should she end up in a rough spot again she'll take a break. She is getting a lot of comments telling her not to overdo it and she responds on that saying that she really doesn't overdo it, if she is really in a bad spot where she herself feels like this won't be doable then she won't whip herself into streaming since she believes that if her mind isn't composed then it won't become a good stream.

>Isn't really a "Going on a trip" person, would rather be at home(6:49:05)
A nousagi suggest that taking a break and going on a trip could be good for her and she says can't go on a trip since she feels like her home is more comfortable and laughs. She beings saying that she isn't good with trips but then changes her mind and says she does like it when she actually goes for it but then switches again to say she is unsure if she actually does like it and thinks for a bit and concludes that; "I want to be in my house" and laughs again, saying it is a feeling of; "It's fine to just be at home". In particular she feels like going on a trip alone is meaningless and while she doesn't hate being outside it is more like she wants a fun objective with the trip like; "I want to try going to the Hokkaido Winter Festival" or something like Osaka's USJ for example. So if she has a goal like that then it is fine but going on a trip without a specific goal is something she is very bad with because in that case, isn't it fine to just stay a home she feels since she is a person who gets troubled without an objective which extends to traveling as well making her bad with it in general.

She reiterates that a trip with a goal is something she likes but at the same time she likes just being at home, might be because if she is at a place without her computer she can't calm down, it's simply just that she likes her computer, or rather it is this connection she has with the nousagi via the Internet that she likes. Even if she were to go on a trip she thinks she'd likely be watching Youtube on her phone anyways and a nousagi says that this is already a sickness to which she laughs.
She does say, with a lot of trouble finding the correct words to phrase herself, that sometimes she does imagine throwing anything and everything away and live free, even if she interjects saying she is living free right now as well, but something like living a life doing whatever she pleases does come to mind here and there, but after all in some way or another she is reminded of that this is the place for her.

>Nervousity causing her to suddenly talk about space with her manager and PekoMari the problem child combo(6:52:06)
She is about to talk about how amazing she finds the Internet to be by talking about something currently when she suddenly blurts out that she might be going crazy and starts talking about before the live in the morning her manager was there with her, and during a rest period while Pekora was worrying about how the live was going to go and feeling considerable nervousity, she suddenly started talking about space with her manager who was working away at her computer, she laughs and says that she thought the tension at the time was pretty rough.
When she suddenly realized that usually when she talks about space it is during the nighttime mood, and now at this moment it is morning/noon and she is talking about space making it different from how it has always been, she decided to end the conversation tell her manager; "I'm sorry, forget I talked about space". Maybe it was the nervousness making her strange and perhaps it was when all that nervousity suddenly disappeared after the live that her heart was thrown in disarray although right now she feels fine.

The nousagi are curious how her manager reacted and she explains that it was a reaction she understands herself, like she reacted in a way that made it obvious it wasn't a topic she was interested in and since Pekora wasn't exactly speaking with enthusiasm she wasn't bothered by her manager not caring about it. But her initial reaction was that of a simple, uninterested agreement and that made Pekora realize that it doesn't seem like she has any interest in this topic and while she did think that it probably isn't fun for normal people to be suddenly dragged into a conversation about space it wasn't like her manager's reaction made her think the topic is something to never be brought up, just that this is the obvious reaction when suddenly pulled into a conversation like this. But after that she asked her manager to see a healing video of her baby sliding down a slide, it was cute, her manager will always let her see the latest video she has of her child.

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Summarized from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J1Y1q2O5ZTg
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>Snow is nice but the day after is scary(4:10)
She does her greeting and reveals that apparently it is snowing in Pekoland and asks if it is snowing for the nousagi as well. It surprised her since she hadn't watched the weather forecast at all so when she went to the window, complaining that it felt very cold today, she noticed that it was snowing and enough of it to cover the ground as well. Which leads her into saying isn't tomorrow going to be scary? The day when it is snowing it is still fine, you feel happy about seeing snow again after so long and the feeling of walking on crunchy snow is the best, but the day after when that packed snow becomes slippery ice it is all over, as you'll be slipping all over the place.
The fear of slipping is particularly big for her and she tells a story from her school years where she did end up slipping to the point where it felt her leg would break. And because of having slipped the next day she would exaggeratedly strike her heels down as she was walking to avoid further slipping. Slipping brings her up to mention that while it is something obvious that people will slip whenever there has snowed, it is still embarrassing to be seen isn't it? Like you'll be looking around to see if you were seen and even if you know it is something that can't be helped, it is still rather embarrassing.
But in any case she says that she won't leave her house tomorrow, she won't even go to the convenience store because she thinks she'll slip if she does.

>The Metronome tournament(15:25)
She beings to talk about the tournament and asks the nousagi from where she should start and the want her to talk about the opening. So she beings and explains that she commissioned that super cool opening and that the line of text that accompanied each member was not something she asked each member to come up with but rather her as the host taking it upon herself to think up a fitting line. Of course she didn't just throw it out there without first asking all the members to give it a check to see if they were alright with what she had written, but there were no complaints. The nousagi in particular liked Rushia's writing*, but it was a bit difficult deciding on her bit since overall she tried to have some theme of luck surrounding all the lines, but no matter what she wasn't able to come up with anything surrounding luck for Rushia even if she knows of some instances where she'll be lucky in times of despair.
The ones she managed to decide on first were like Okayu and Robocco both of which already had prior material to work with, then Noel, Rui, Polka, and Luna, those were rather fast since they had easy to work with information that she already knew about, like for example Robocco which she knew had been traumatized by Guillotine before in a tournament, so she decided to make use of that existing material.

The chat wants to see the opening again and she tries to get it up and running on her screen but the audio bugs out so she gives up, and after a few minutes she continues the conversation by saying that having an opening like that really hyped it up and made it really feel like a tournament. Something she was really anxious about was maintaining a proper flow of the tournament, like will it really be alright with just Metronome? Will just one match be ok? Can it be done during this time-slot? Stuff like that weighed on her.
One thing she did reflect on in hindsight was the portions where the winner would give their thoughts and after that Pekora would bring in the next set of contestants. She can't really explain it very well but she felt as if she was moving too fast during those portions making it feel rushed rather than the smooth progress she hoped for, she describes it as such; "Ah match is over ok what are your thoughts ok thank you next contestant!". That is one point she wished could have gone better, since it felt like she was getting too caught up in the sense of not wanting to delay the tournament.

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