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>>41942671
nta but the lifestyleposter was right, this was never about feeling guilty or punishing or shaming myself or denying myself pleasure for whatever arbitrary reason
my abstinence allowed me to contemplate my relationship with JAV and reflect on all its nuances just like he said i would, before returning to it with renewed love and appreciation
this has worked. i have become immeasurably more appreciative of the medium. taking a step back has allowed me to both acquire an incredible perspective and big-picture view as well as narrowing my focus and awareness of the details. JAV has become magnitudes more amazing since my last fap on 31st October 2022 at 23:58. every longing glance, lick of the lips, shy attempt at holding hands or grabbing a costar's buttocks to force him deeper... I see it all now
when I finally coomed today (couldn't do yesterday, too many family obligations), the intensity almost knocked me out. the volume and force of semen was like a scalding hose, a torrent, a chinpo mass ejection
i counted maybe 12 torrential flows, most trajectories terminated on my face and neck. probably enough liquid volume to fill 2 yakults (and is why i immediately downed two of em after the fact), it was insane

she sex crazy