/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>be me
>have a girlfriend
>also own a split-legged daki because I'm secretly exclusively to anime characters
>decide to try and spice things up with the daki
>order lacey panties and a mini skirt for it
>they actually work really well with it and have lots of fun with the combo
>one day girlfriend randomly finds out I've been ordering lewd women's clothing
>interrogates me whether I have a crossdressing fetish or am cheating on her (?)
>can't tell her the truth for obvious reasons but she keeps pushing
>agree to tell her tomorrow because it's embarrassing and so she can stop pestering me
Fuck fuck FUCK.
I'm absolutely FUCKED. What would be worse to admit to? Being a massive crossdressing faggot or fucking a bodypillow sexdoll-lite instead of my girlfriend. No, this isn't a shitpost or some le funny hehe xd greentext, I'm in a genuine conundrum here. I love her I don't want to lose her, even though she doesn't sexually excite me as much as 2D. What would be the best course of action from here?
And FUCK YOU to the Anon that convinced to get the split leg daki, that thing is way too hot for my own good. I'm about to lose my partner because of a pillow succubus.