/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>41188309
You are simply incorrect.

I dont much think about things like this because I don't think it's healthy for a person so out of touch with reality as me to make it worse for myself but oh well, here it goes.

Its a windy but warm day, the sun is starting to set as I and Seija are sitting under a tree on a hill or a mountain watching it slowly set.
I light up a cigarette for myself as I lay against the tree, calmly admiring the beautiful sight in front of me.
I take a drag off the cigarette and blow the smoke out as I watch the wind blow on her hair.
As I admire her beautiful hair and those eyes I can't help but wonder what it is that gives us a purpose.
I ask her what it is she thinks life is truly about.
She looks at me as I gaze in her red eyes anticipating for an answer.
>Just having fun I guess?
She responds as she closes her eyes and bursts into a smile.
My eyes open wide as that was not the answer I was expecting at all from her.
I try to think back to myself if I misheard or if she could mean the opposite in some way but no.
I pat her head
>I see
She opens her eyes and looks at me and throws back the question at me
>what do you think it is?
I lay down on the grass and take an another long drag off trying to give myself time to think of a response.
>I don't really know, I used to think it was about being successful, being comfortable, gaining the respect of people, but I cant achieve any of that.
>Right now I'm trying to find my place in this world.
She lays down too and wraps her arms around one of mine as she says
>I think there is no meaning to any of it or a place for any of us, what does it matter. We are the ones that make that happen.
>We are here! Let's just enjoy it instead of wasting it away!
>Besides you have achieved what you listed, Don't you feel comfortable here? And there is no one in all of Gensokyo who hates you except for me! I think that is a way of being successful on its own.
>My rebellions have never worked out and they never might but it's fun to try and maybe one day it will work, failure isn't a reason to give up.
My eyes light up as her words resonate in me.
I hug her and start crying.
>Thank you.. Thank you..
All I want to tell her is that I love her but the words won't come out, I don't know how to put the words so she would understand them.
I let go of her as she smiles at me shedding tears of her own forming a heart with her hands as she turns to look at the sun that has just about set.
>Hey, let's go grab something to eat, I hear the princess is over at Reimus.
She says to me as she wipes the tears off my cheeks.
I nod at her smiling.
As we start walking to The Hakurei Shrine holding hands.

>>39318072
I'm not at my home anymore so I can't deliver but this is the longest I have on my phone.
Its my favorite too.

>>39027008
I'm sure she does, she doesn't want or can't show it but I cant imagine she doesn't.

Breathe

>>22571011
whoops, should have used a more depressed seija for this thread

>>20570922
Maybe she just haven't felt like it yet. Also betrayal is a logic reason for revenge too.

>>19045234
Sadly, no; she would be able to tell.

>>17430982
don't get me wrong, I love Seija