/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I have fallen hopelessly in love with a beautiful Korean-Canadian girl, who cosplays as a Lovecraftian squid on YouTube. Ina means everything to me. I know she a real person and that is what crushes me the most inside. I can no longer really see any other girl, real or otherwise, in the same way as Ina. I haven't fapped for about two weeks, porn just doesn't do it for me anymore. I wish I could watch all her streams over and over until I fall in a coma and dream about being with my precious Ina for the rest of my life. I don't leave my apartment often anyway so we would spend lots of time together. I would buy her sweets and we would draw together. We would go to a date to the cinema and when the movie was over I would hold her in my arms, like the ending to one of those old-timey romantic movies. She would only blush and her eyes would water a little from happiness, I would gently wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes and tell her "I love you just the way you are" and then I would kiss her lightly on the lips. On the way home, we'd take a walk through the park and maybe stop by a cafe for some hot chocolate. I don't even care about sex. I could spend the rest of my life with her and not even think about it once because I only care about making her happy.