/jp/ - Otaku Culture

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Thank you

Alright, I guess the problem is I dont eat, or hardly touch anything. Which my bio-mother did as well when she was my age. The problem that I have that I've seen others lose weight as I basically gain it. So dieting isnt the issue, I eat my fruits, then meats, and i really hate my job because its fast food. The first job that took me because I was a student needing money. I also tend to gain lots of weight when Im either stressed out or Im having a week filled with axisty attacks.

As for posing, Im a really shy girl and i was trying to get into cosplay when i was 16, but being around a controlling mother saying anime was evil and such I couldnt expand and get more into it. Ive been trying to look for some poses but most of the time is like guys doing "stupid girl poses" memes. so I look on here or other sites for poses. But I have to say Ive gotten better in the past year.


I have really bad OCD, with patterns and colors. If i find a miss colonization I start to fret over it trying to fix it. Thats why my suit is clean and its the same with my hair. I try to keep it nice looking and not only that if you keep it brush no tangles. As in character its an OC's knowing how my body is I can never pull of a petite looking figure. I'm not Asian, though im jealous of how small they are, i just cant do it. Im Irish Native American mix, meaning ill always be a heavy looking built, as for shoulders and so on.