/jp/ - Otaku Culture

accidentally bite girl's finger pretty hard while playing, not a big deal, but felt pretty fucking uncomfortable and extremely awkward
>1 week later
>be the awkwardest motherfucker you've ever seen in your life
>be at uni
>15 minute lecture break
>chilling on a comfy sofa in a dark room with a girl i have a secret crush on
>talking about random shit, playing around, having a good time, friendly-cuddle et cetera
>out of my plain foolishness and futile attempt to look all alpha and funny (which i'm not), i decide to jokingly bite her finger again
>"i learned my lesson last time, that's not gonna happen again lel"
>actually bite her finger so fucking hard that i actually felt my fang touching her warm rock-hard bone
>as my sharp teeth were penetrating and crushing her flesh, i heard a loud crack in my mouth
>i broke my fucking tooth
>both of us bleeding
>massive adrenaline rush in both of us
>i'm just standing there like a fucking statue, cannot move out of indescribable shame and guilt
>she gets 5 stitches because of me
>mfw everyone thinks that i'm some kind of a sick maniac psycho zombie vampire

And will she remember me 50 years later
I wished i could save her in some sort of time machine

I want to say there’s a way out of this, but there’s only one real, pragmatic solution.

Suicide.

I’m sorry.

Do you love your sister /jp/?

http://paradoxapotheosis.tumblr.com

Did she really end up killing herself?

I'm so fucking depressed now if she did. I'm a huge White Knight at heart.