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Slight effortpost inbound, hold on to your butts.
I've been thinking you guys. I think perhaps we have wronged Amelia Watson. It's more complex than that, but hear me out a bit.
I'm sure you're all aware, but I believe she, in her life, stumbled upon a transcendent piece of truth regarding the purpose and perplexity of pain (as many of us have, nonetheless), and I believe she genuinely attempted to communicate that truth to us. We all saw that. It touched us, and spurred us to action. But to what extent, and to what end?
I know I am guilty here. It's (mostly) in good fun, but I have shitposted, gosling'd ironically and unironically as well. I said I would stop, but I didn't, not for long anyhow. I won't say she is blameless, she uses it to her benefit, but I can't entirely fault her. She feeds and we eat, willingly each.
A day without Ame has left me time to think. I genuinely respect her. I think she truly wishes we would seek out our own happiness, that we overcome our pain...
I am as lost as I was before this all began. But I am finding more than usual that I want to find my way. I want to self actualize. I am trying to.
I am confused, as ever... But I don't want to spurn her kindness... I don't want to waste myself.
I don't know. I don't have an answer here. I'm all mixed up. I feel I've done something wrong, and maybe even cruel. I am thinking out loud when I shouldn't.
tl;dr I'm gay and confused

>>29685933
I hate you abusefaggots.
Ame deserves to be loved, not hurt. It's not funny. It's not hot. You are disgusting.

>>29579765
No