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Marisa, Marisa, Marisa, .....Marisa

inc psychobabble with a large dose of meta-crap. may inspire...rage

Frankly, I enjoy breathing, and I don't like the prospect of giving up and ending myself early. I'm not and never will be a cheerful person for the sake of hope or anything altruistic. I just try to better myself.
I have no motivation, but once I got over that fact, I realized I don't need any motivation. Just the know how to get from point A to point B, where ever they might be in society/life; adapting, taking baby steps and being willing to relearn things.

I used to always get frustrated because I wanted to be at the top of the game asap, but looking from the bottom you can't really see all the step required to reach the top, and those steps can be anything from info/skills to dollars to friends in the right places. Really All anyone can do is focus on the step before them and take it. There is no top. Some of us don't see the point and that's why we mill about the bottom few steps, watching as people climb as high as they can till they fall off and die. And, there is no point. But I'm a sucker for trying for the high-score.