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>>41488989
Alright. I tore through your essay, like a jungle explorer, with considerable effort and, immediately thereafter, finally read the erotic fanfic of that anon (https://archiveofourown.org/works/40250424?view_adult=true)) for comparison.
1) There is indeed something deeply wrong with the way your mind works. May you find a cure. While I also understand your position a bit better now, ultimately there wasn't much new insight to be had after reading your imageboard posts. Do you happen to be a fan of James Joyce, by the way?
2) Quite a lot of Yuuka doujins are based on the premise of dominating the dominator, which is usually achieved through contrived means like drugging or magical traps to explain away her submission to rape and keep up the suspension of disbelief. It appears you're missing this basic power fantasy in your explanation of his plotting. Some of your other associations are also far-fetched.
3) Why is Kawaisou a member of the "unholy trinity?" The guy I found under that name on danbooru doesn't seem like anything noteworthy. If anything, there is NeoSeporium, a name to stay well clear of, or the far more "innocent" Sagattoru. Dropping the "Yuuka-tagged doujin" constraint, there is Chinchintei. Though I read neither the first nor the second's contents.
4) If you actually look for them on Pixiv—I have, and I also made several of my own as well, although I neglected posting screenshots of them on Pixiv—it's rather obvious only a few 3D models draw their inspiration from that. There are many more ke-ta, the de facto "king of tasteful Touhou erotica," imitators.
5) For a schizo, autist, and/or a sperg, you are uncomfortably on point with some of your conclusions about the underlying nature of fandom acts, in particular in regard to my own path down the slippery slope. Yet, unlike am*zon, I'd still rather be a hypocrite about it and pretend to be the guy holding hands with Yuuka in an elegant red dress rather than admitting how deep I've dug myself in. I revile am*zon, yet—or is it "since?"—I see his grotesque visage waving and snarling at me not much deeper down the slope, so I turn back and try to climb back up with much greater effort than what it takes to slip and slide further down. That much I had already known.
6) It lacks a proper conclusion of self-reflection showing why, in the end, you consider him your favorite "artist" out of many others. What is present is insufficient. Why do you find it more commendable to abandon oneself to one's primal desires than to strive to be better than the shit we're made of, or the demon dwelling deep inside us?
7) Anon's fanfic was indeed far more readable, so I wouldn't have lost what amounts to $16k currently if I bet it then. While the introduction felt disappointingly cheap, the erotic part felt like Yuuka's soft and warm embrace itself.

>>41495842
I think he described it somewhere in one of his wordy arguments with someone, but I don't feel like looking for it.

>>40931538
There's no salvaging that shit, throw it into a fire.

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>>21261476
I don't think any image before has made me "God I wish that were me" as much as this one.

>>20066697
Dude, are you doing drugs or what? Chill the fuck out.

>>19296715
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Well... uh... that... I'd ask for brain bleach but then I might regain my curiosity about the show and watch it someday... Which episode that was, anyway? Might as well enjoy the anons' reactions.

>>18985705
Still playing the retard? Tenacity is a virtue, but the same can't be said about obstinacy. Revel in your abhorrent fetishes in silence, fool.