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Namu Amida Butsu

Please chant Heart Sutra mantra in times of great distress namusan!

gate gate pāragate pārasaṃgate bodhi svāhā

>>7605660

That's the only way I interact with people. I was my mother's "favourite", and got doted on by certain other family members -- combine with being a shutin faggot so they're my only points of contact, and I'm fucked. I get all shy around women, but not for the /jp/ reasons, it's more because I'm expecting them to coddle me and treat me maternally. I even do it with men. I noticed doing it with the doctor the other day, he asked if I'd been taking pills for this stomach bug I had and I was acting all coy and shit like a bashful child because I hadn't taken them.

Then realised the doctor isn't my mum.
No one is.
And I shouldn't be acting like that.
Because I'm a grown man.
sadly.
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