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I will never see her again. I miss the time before our feet touched in the water when we sat on the pier and she said she thinks of me like a brother, giving the death sentence for my chinpo because I knew I could never have sexo with her. Minamo looks too much like her. I want to fap to STARS-824 but now my mind can't take it. The things in life that are worth living are still enough but I wish for a way to cope with the knowledge I will never see my childhood friend again that will always come when I see Minamo, why it's hard to fap to her. I still think about her, not with the dream of marrying her anymore after that moment when she said those words but I'd like to know if her life is happy and if I could get better at fapping to Minamo instead of always remembering my childhood friend. I don't need to see her again because my life is sufficient and it could create problems if I saw her, however there is no other way to say it than Minamo reminds me of her too much. Sometimes I can fap to Minamo but sometimes it's too much. I want to be able to fap to Minamo every day but this is not possible unless I see my childhood friend and learn to stop seeing their resemblance. This would not happen even if I saw her every day but it's impossible to fap to Minamo often if I always remember my childhood friend, because their similarity is too much. Almost every fap to Minamo makes me think of all the things my childhood friend did. If Minamo was my friend or girlfriend, I'd die because my brain would not be able to consistently separate them in everything and they'd blur together. Minamo is more cute and sexy and I want to fap to her so much all the time but I can only fap to her when it's not too much.

>>42479114
It isn't a fantasy but Minamo looks too much like my childhood friend. One summer evening we were sitting on a pier and our feet touched in the water, when she told me she thinks of me like a brother. My heart was shattered because I was hopeful that we'd get married and have children, in that moment the world lost some of its light until I saw Minamo. When a girl tells a boy, "I think of you like a brother", she thinks they're very positive words but, for a boy, it destroys his heart and his dick. It's almost impossible to fap to Minamo because from some angles they are identical, most angles very similar. Some other angles don't look very similar at all, but every time I fap to Minamo, it reminds me of this childhood friend. Yesterday I tried to fap to Minamo but it wasn't possible, my body and mind sometimes reject her as sexual because I remember my friend telling me how she thinks of me like a brother and every other memory of this friend floods in, and after that moment I never thought of her at all with any sexual possibility. So, the conflict of Minamo as very sexy and my friend who I could no longer see sexually can be too much. She used to make this exact face when eating something delicious. Other teens said it was a "lewd face", of course it looked like that but for her it was pure. I miss her. We will never see each other again but every time I see Minamo, I remember her. If we could see each other again, would I think of Minamo? Would I fap to Minamo after we saw each other? I won't find out because I can never see her again, that isn't possible when I have no way to contact her, and maybe that's better. If I saw her, it could be too much. What if I saw her and told her about Minamo? Would I be so stupid? If I saw her, the knowledge of Minamo couldn't leave my brain and I'd have to tell her or else she'd never know about this girl who could be her twin who does JAV. She'd have to know. I'd even want to tell her about how Minamo looks Miao, more than she does, even as they're almost identical but of course neither of them is ethnically Miao. I want to show her Minamo's JAV and ask her opinion. If I could see her again, would I be such an autist? Of course I wouldn't. I'd never talk to her about JAV at all, you don't talk about such things with girls who are childhood friends. With some girls you meet as adults and become friends you can, but not with childhood friends. Childhood friends of the opposite sex are forever "pure", even if this definitionally isn't really true. But, I would want to know what my childhood friend thinks of Minamo. Would the knowledge of her existence be too disturbing? Could she already know, if she was told by somebody else? I'll never know and never even have the chance to know because I'll never be able to contact her again in any way, if it isn't some fateful coincidence that we meet.

>>42060445
I wish Minamo was my friend because she reminds me of my childhood friend. From some angles and with some expressions, the resemblance is too uncanny. She made this exact face from eating something delicious, it was more exaggerated than any anime you've seen, yet completely natural. I miss her and Minamo looks too much like her, so for this reason I don't commonly fap to her but cum very powerfully when I do. Minamo's vibe appears friendly, like she's a nice person and probably has fun interests, so being her friend would be nice. Maybe even nicer than being my childhood friend's friend, because clearly she couldn't be sexually repressed. It doesn't fit the impression of Minamo's vibe that if she's sitting on a pier with a boy and their feet touch under the water, she'd tell him she thinks of him like a brother and crush his dreams about their future together after he crushed her for years. I thought that one day we could date, marry, even have children, but she thought of me like a brother. With so few words, she crushed me with the other meaning of "crush" much worse than I ever crushed her with the other meaning. Minamo wouldn't say such a thing to a boy because she would know how he feels. If she wanted to tell him she isn't feeling the same way, maybe she'd find a less crushing way to say it. This is what I believe. I think she'd be very direct about it, yet gentle. In no world would she say "I think of you like a brother" after their feet touched unless she's autistic. Maybe she is? Surely she's one of the more likely candidates for possibly autistic JAV actresses. Either way, she wouldn't say those words. Not after their feet touch in the water when sitting on a pier, when they were young. I don't think I can fap to Minamo today, this time it isn't because of the memories of my friend but because my dick would break. I've already fapped four times and want to fap at least one more time, to someone new I have never fapped to before.

Truly this Minamo girl is a high quality munchkin! Reminds me of a childhood friend too, from some angles the similarity is striking, though from other angles she doesn't look at all similar. I miss her. In my stupid youth, I thought we would get married and have children. When she said she thinks of me like a brother, my heart was torn. This was not a porn scene where the awkward brother seduces his cute sister. It was a heartbreaking time in my life because I knew I could never ask her to date me. It was a summer evening. We stayed outside late, sitting on a pier with our feet in the water. We sat very close to each other. My foot may have touched her foot. But, it was entirely platonic friendship and even the thoughts of any sexual future with her vanished from my head after she told me about how she thought of me like a brother. Seeing this Minamo girl's face fills me with memories of her. We all had friends who we thought one day would date, right? Now I know the perfect JAV actress to fap to when I want to reminisce my such friend. If I ever feel like I want to reconnect with her, though I know this is impossible because now I have no way to contact her anymore, maybe it will only be enough to fap to JAV starring Minamo. The angles from which she looks nothing alike could be distracting, but surely it remains immersive because other angles are very similar. When I saw her face look like this in STARS-542, I had to take a screenshot because she looks too much like my childhood friend. She often made this face as a response to delicious food or ice cream, which was a quality other teens made fun of her because of, saying it was a "lewd face". Of course I also saw it as a lewd face, but I never told her about it because I didn't want her to stop making it and so I said they just were too hormonal to see how her tasteful expression really wasn't lewd. Well, it really wasn't lewd but it looked very much lewd. It was just like this screenshot of Minamo's lewd face.

>>40013489
Thank you. Truly this Minamo girl is a high quality munchkin! Reminds me of a childhood friend too, from some angles the similarity is striking, though from other angles she doesn't look at all similar. But, >>40009138 this pic's angle makes her face look nearly identical to when my friend was perhaps 20. I knew I had to fap to her twice very quickly, intently reminiscing my friend. Doing such a thing feels almost wrong, to fap thinking about a past friend when watching a slutty JAV (STARS-542), but she will never know and we have not seen each other in many years so it doesn't matter. I miss her. In my stupid youth, I thought we would get married and have children. When she said she thinks of me like a brother, my heart was torn. This was not a porn scene where the awkward brother seduces his cute sister. It was a heartbreaking time in my life because I knew I could never ask her to date me. It was a summer evening. We stayed outside late, sitting on a pier with our feet in the water. We sat very close to each other. My foot may have touched her foot. But, it was entirely platonic friendship and even the thoughts of any sexual future with her vanished from my head after she told me about how she thought of me like a brother. Seeing this Minamo girl's face fills me with memories of her. We all had friends who we thought one day would date, right? Now I know the perfect JAV actress to fap to when I want to reminisce my such friend. If I ever feel like I want to reconnect with her, though I know this is impossible because now I have no way to contact her anymore, maybe it will only be enough to fap to JAV starring Minamo. The angles from which she looks nothing alike could be distracting, but surely it remains immersive because other angles are very similar. When I saw her face look like this in STARS-542, I had to take a screenshot because she looks too much like my childhood friend. She often made this face as a response to delicious food or ice cream, which was a quality other teens made fun of her because of, saying it was a "lewd face". Of course I also saw it as a lewd face, but I never told her about it because I didn't want her to stop making it and so I said they just were too hormonal to see how her tasteful expression really wasn't lewd. Well, it really wasn't lewd but it looked very much lewd. It was just like this screenshot of Minamo's lewd face. Again, thank you for telling me about Minamo. I did not ask for a suggestion about a JAV actress who looks like my childhood friend, but this is what I got in the same package as a top munchkin. I'm very glad. Somehow I completely missed the picture where she looks so much like her posted in the previous thread, and without your suggestion of her as a munchkin, I may not have known about her. Surely now Minamo will be one of my top JAV actresses, and I anticipate her future to be great.