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>>40975642
One of my favourite characters ever.
This will sound really cringe and sad but, last night I dreamt of Rin. From what I remember it was some school thing and I was a teenager again.
I think I was friendly with her. I would talk to her and stuff and tease her. I would enjoy going to school, I looked froward to being young and speaking to her and having fun.
However, when I woke up, I had the deepest pit of despair I've ever felt in a long time. That it's not real and I never had or will have anything close to a girl or friend like that. I've been dragging myself around like a zombie and realised that I'm a 27 year old loser who'll never be able to earn enough money and move out or have a life because everyone leaves me. Idk I felt like I was gonna cry. I know you're all laughing but it doesn't matter I'm pathetic so go ahead.