/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Fastforwarding a few years, I got past that, I mean, I had to, it was a survival thing, living in a society you despise because it all simply looked disgusting to you is somewhat crippling, so after I recovered from a serious case of depression (possibly caused by multiple factors, the issue at hand included) I managed to fall in love with 2 girls, one when I was 17, and another when I was 23, the first had a BF and I just respected her too much to try to get in the way so I confessed and said I'd be ok with just being there for her, and the 2nd lived in another country so all hope was lost since the beginning. But even today I can't help it, I honestly feel like the real world isn't nearly as good looking as it would be if it was remade manga-style, and while the feeling of disgust for real living beings (no I don't mean I'm a necrophile either, goddamn 4chan~) isn't even 1/10 of what it used to be 10 years ago, it's still present and I honestly don't feel like trying to get an annoying GF unless my stupid hormones brainwash me again to make me love someone against my will.

This is a seriously depressing thought, to dream of living in a truly impossible world.

Anyone share this kind of twisted mentality?