/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>29862626
I'm sorry bro

>>29768986
That was a good stream. No more words just feels.

>>29714740
I feel you bro

Poru...

I'm nuclear, I'm wild. I'm breaking up, inside. A heart of broken glass, defiled. Deep inside the abandoned child!

>>29652891
>reps for the holofes
gen5....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L0Vx50vPGb8
y...yab...bai

>>29451631
her rice is diseased...

Vesti la giubba e la faccia infarina.
La gente paga, e rider vuole qua.
E se Polpo t'invola Nene,
ridi, Pagliaccio, e ognun applaudirà!
Tramuta in lazzi lo spasmo ed il pianto
in una smorfia il singhiozzo e 'l dolor, Ah!

>>29418382
>no international shipping
fuck me i guess

>>29395328
This isn't fair.

Polka made it 3/4th the way through seiyuu university but failed, oversleeping through her classes. She spent the next decade dwelling on her failure to achieve her goals. When she got her big break, she suddenly felt like she was fulfilling her goal in life. She got around the industry “gatekeepers” through vtubing. Then it fell apart. Even though she's more successful now, what happened to Aloe could happen to her at a moment’s notice, and she’ll be all alone again. She knows this life is completely ephemeral and she will lose all the people who care about her some day. In other words, "mono no aware”.

Combined with her very limited real life interactions, and growing up on the internet a skewed concept of "connecting" with people, she has developed a very dependent parasocial relationship with her members. They love her and she genuinely loves them, but has doubts in her head because it can't be 'real', right? You think she does this for money? Her roommate made nearly seven figures a year between streaming and fanbox. She *needs* her members, not individually, but she needs their support, their love. And she loves them back, just as hard. It’s frankly unhealthy. The only thing worse is her desire to be loved. She knows there are people who hate her, and she focuses on that, it eats her up. She is a lonely internet hikki so it's the only connection she has grown to understand, spending too much time on NND and 2ch/5ch to have traditional friends and relationships. That’s where her antis are loudest as well. But because she’s been a chantard since the early 2000s, she literally CAN’T stop going there. It’s like giving up water. So she goes there, and she reads about herself, and then she sees them saying she’s ‘Too loud’, or ‘Shows up other Holos’, and she thinks about it for weeks.


tl;dr Polka's a 32 year old fucking shut-in mess due to a string of failures in life, and can never appreciate success. She will never be happy. Don’t try saving her though, she is a lost cause.

bros this Polka stream....
i just want our clown to be happy...

I can't believe Polka is trapping us in a box

>want to see gokisei wear different customes already
>yonkisei doesnt even have new customes yet

it hurts bros...

>Polka had a morning karaoke stream and i missed it
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

https://files.catbox.moe/fhl31b.mp3

>>28728453
You didn't have to remind me, man...I've already gone though too many friend groups all to just be forgotten and ignored...

Polka....

not ark
tasukete niggerman

aikatsu still didnt finish downloading
50 gbs man

>>28363689
I'm just disappointed.

Polka had a great weekend, she SEEMED happy, but then she stayed up late drinking and singing. And she's admitted she sings to fight her depression.

I had hoped all the good will EOPs had for Polka would last, but... Here we are. Just six million reply long fights and doxxing faggots. Nobody supporting the girls.

Must admit, MILD concern. Polka is drunk at 1:30 am on a Tuesday, and generally sings when depressed. But hopefully she's still feeling happy.

>>28314560
they're leaving Polka out again....