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>>13987356
The Grat Third Impact.

The incident known to 22nd century Japanlologists as "Muh Olympics 時代"

It habbened before it even began.......................................................................

「らららＯｈ　ｍｉｌｋｙ　ｓｍｉｌｅ」
Stage-mother tenses her grip on me....

「あなたの腕の中で旅をする」
Spotlight turns.....brighter? Imagination or...????

「Ｏｈ　ｍｉｌｋｙ　ｓｍｉｌｅ抱きしめてやわらかなその愛で」
In this moment, clarity grip my entire existence. Memory of all time flood back like a thundering waterfall.

At this moment, I drop to my knees. The namida drops to the floor.

Stage-mother senses this change in me. I can tell, this "real life" woman, even not in an actor, is very surprise at my reaction.

But its not a surprise.
For, these words flooding into my mind, its none other than the beautiful lyrics of Matsuda Seiko's 1980 hit song 風は秋色.

At this moment, my emotion is override.
My desire to live and breathe in this Showa era of a most romantic reverie.
The vision dancing in my mind.
The rising sun.
The emperor.
Many past life memory pass by. Entire lifetimes in a blink of an eyes.
I collapse onto my back. My vision is flashing with visions of Seiko, with vision of Yamaguchi Momoe, with vision of Okada Yukiko (heaven got you now...)
I finally understand this universe, its laws and its limits, I see everything in its right place, and I know where I was in my past lifes.

In this hazy state of a most beautiful daydream, I begin to finish off the song. Even, its singing is not my talent, its so overcoming in this emotion. Sudden, my co-actor is react to my whimsical chanting.

「忘れるために訪れた海辺の待ち」
"What the fuck? Is he okay? Get the fucking curtains down Jesus Christ"

「ちぎれた愛が　指に髪に離れない。。。」
"Hurt your head buddy? Get some water! Fuck!"

And so, this night, Nihon taught me to cry.
To answer your question OP -

If the answer is Yes, friend, you know.
You just know.