/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>39405610
anytime, anon

>>34791537
I'm not a JP veteran or anything, but this is how I'm going at it:
>Enhance
It takes so much materials, I don't trust it yet. I'll go for it after the first event. Though I enhanced some of my friends speed stat for auto finetuning
>Upgrade
As much as possible (which it isnt much), since it gives them passives and doesnt increase friend cost
>Limit Break
Either rush a full LB on a powerful friend for a Last Word, or balance your main party
>Awaken
I just went for the 2nd star on my main party since it increases friend cost. Not a priority right now because of the cost increase.

Is she?

NEET but I'll probably be going to school soon. My family is poor and I don't want to be homeless and the state gives students a lot of money so it should be nice.
/blog

Beautiful hime

>>16844061
Would you ever willingly end your life? Knowing that you can't age and are potentially immortal, wouldn't a lot of your problems and worries disappear? You would be able to take it as easy as you want and develop yourself in whatever way you want indefinitely. I wonder how tired of living I'd have to be to kill myself, if I'd ever reach that point.

To me, nothing would really matter if I had potentially unlimited time.

>>16622882
You should at least keep your house clean. Waking up to the smell of left over food and the sight of a messy room will only make you feel worse. Dirty house -> feel shit -> no will to clean -> dirtier house -> feel shittier etc. Break the cycle. It will provide a nicer atmosphere which will probably stop your motivation from slipping any further. And you're still playing games and reading, so at least you're doing something. Directing that will unto something productive should at least become easier once you clean your living space.

Finding something productive to do, that's difficult. It's pretty obvious that 4chan is the root of my problems, but I just can't find it in me to leave. I grew up on here, and am afraid to leave for that very reason. I woke up at 2pm, went out (for the first time in a few weeks) today to a restaurant and for a drink with my dad, and only got home at 9pm. I came home and actually had some motivation to watch anime, so I did that for a few hours. I didn't feel like shit for once in a while. As soon as I opened 4chan I found that all of my motivation was gone and I was back to complete apathy. I was planning to read a VN after browsing for an hour or so, but I just couldn't find the will to do it. I just didn't feel like it at all. I can't browse 4chan and then enjoy any sort of hobby at the same time. It's like this site kills motivation.

And this is the problem: it's like I'm not myself without this website, and that leaving it behind will be me leaving a large part of myself behind, and I'm afraid to do that. I will lose myself if I quit, but I suppose that would be a sort of rebirth for the better. I'm applying for uni this year so perhaps this will be the year in which I change.


But now that I'm finished writing this blogpost/essay, I suddenly feel like reading the VN again. I was writing for the past 30 minutes non-stop, because I'm autistic about structure and clarity, and quality of my posts. I did put quite some effort into this, and thinking it through. It's almost like writing this reply had the same effect as going out with my dad? Maybe the source isn't 4chan in its entirety, but just aimless browsing. Maybe it's those things that I don't have to put any effort into that cause me to become depressive, and those things that require some sort of effort put me out of it? Or maybe I'm just imagining causation out of some vague correlation.

I don't know, but writing this essay was a sort of self reflection, and I feel that it helped me a bit. You guys should try some self reflection, and I will too. It'll be best to find the specific root of our problems rather some ambiguous one, as I did in the beginning of paragraph two. Maybe 4chan isn't so bad, I don't know. I'll think about it.