/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>35335143
Unironically love that pun.

>>22684725
I had to put my life on hold to care for my father after his stroke, he's in stage 5 kidney failure and I'm the only one left in our family so it's just... all on me. He doesn't know where he is sometimes, sometimes he can't even wipe his own ass, and it's not like we have money to hire someone or put him somewhere. I'm getting about three hours of sleep a night and I've never even kissed anyone. All my friends are hundreds of miles away and they have their own shit to deal with, and where I live everyone's on opiates or ODing on fentanyl. Walking to the store the other day someone offered to sell me heroin in the middle of the day. And on top of everything else, I... had to say goodbye to my best friend, my 19 year old dog, two months ago, who's been the only consistent thing in my life for all these years.

I get it dude. I get it so fucking much man, and I hate how fucked shit is for the both of us. You deserve to live though, anon, and if you die you'll never get a doll, and never see how things can improve. Life is rough right now, I'm struggling. I'm clinically depressed and have a shit ton of issues... but I still persist. There's still things to be found in the world worth going for, whether it's big or small- even if it's "cringe" or "stupid" if it makes your life worth living, who gives a shit? Chase your own happiness, anon. If dying is going to be the release you need, I won't begrudge that from you, because I wouldn't want anyone to deny me what I feel is a fundamental human right, to die with dignity. But... I don't think it's a wash, yet. You're young, anon.

It sounds like you're living in Shitsville right now. If you get the chance to get out, take it. Getting the fuck out of a place can be a lifesaver in the literal sense. And you're worth being saved.