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Is it weird that I'm attracted to Poniko?

I want her to lie to me, always hiding her emotions behind a face of quiet indifference. I don't want her to enjoy or avoid my company, but rather tolerate it, always with the same lifeless greetings, the same fake smiles, and the same dead stares. Maybe even become "friends", letting me get the occasional "wrong idea," as if I'm not even worth the energy chasing away.

Then suddenly, when the time comes, I want her to reach her limit. I'll do something minor, like hold her hand, and she'll explode--right there, letting her pitch black feelings burst out, without holding back.

That kind of catharsis must feel great.