/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>21668240
Days turn into nights, but dreams never die.

It's a mix of pain and comfort.
I've completely isolated myself, broke all contact with my acquaintances and family, broke up with my ex and denied others of trying to hook up with me. I've completely lost the ability to emotionally connect with other people, and I can barely communicate with them when I try to anymore.
I've lost the will to eat food, since I feel no hunger and it gives me no pleasure.
I've almost lost my sense of self, I feel like I'm a part of my computer's and books' existence, rather than the other way around. All I do, whether I'm grinding a new MMO, reading a new book, exercising, or bombarding myself with sleeping pills to be able to sleep for more than 3 hours, I feel like a cog spinning in a perpetual motion machine of nothingness.

>>16540967
Heres another run one. Or is the walk one? Oh well.