/jp/ - Otaku Culture

around 6/5 years ago i began to lurk the Ran threads, i don't know what brought me to them initially. I had always had a need for a motherly figure in my life and i will admit it twisted and became a bit of a sexual fetish.
Reading the Ran threads filled me with a new sense of happiness and hope, the fantasy of having Ran as my mother gave my heart a little warmth. At first i was ashamed of myself for having such a weird fantasy but before i knew it, it was the only thing that gave me happiness. every night as i go to sleep, i cling onto the mattress like im holding onto Ran. I'm no longer unhappy or lonely in my life after years of depression and loneliness, Ran has helped me see the world in a much more positive light.

the future looks pretty uncertain Ran bros. I wonder what happened to the other posters from those days, maybe life will surprise me. As long as i have Ran i'll be fine. My greatest fear in life is losing connection with Ran.
You might read this thinking im a mentally ill poster but there is no difference between this and religious people. It's accessing the same part of the brain. Reality is a subjective as you want it to be.

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it's got to be something like this, he's been breaking the rules by intentionally spamming this shit nobody wants just to annoy us