/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>21 NEET
>Living with mom
>No gf
>Haven't been in a relationship in almost 3 years
>Haven't had sex for 5 years
>12th grade drop out without a GED
>Stay inside all day and play games, occasionally hang out with the one friend I have
>All of my other friends have moved on and stopped talking to me years ago
>Been out of the social loop for so long that I can't even start a conversation with people, I get nervous and start shaking. It's embarrassingly noticable
>Squander hundreds of opportunities to improve my life
>Slowly starting to lose interest in everything I enjoy
>Gaining lots of weight, generally look like a loser
>Becoming increasingly paranoid, always assume that a person has an ulterior motive if they talk to me
>Fap every day to loli forget how shitty my life is