/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Do you sometimes feel that you're just meant to be depressed? For the last year I've cleaned up my diet, been exercising 5 times a week, and I get sun daily yet I barely feel any better. I still feel exhausted and mentally drained all the time. I can barely read eroge or play games for more than 15 minutes at a time. And I am not getting on meds again, fuck that. I can even remember the first half of my life thanks to that shit, but then maybe it's better that way.