/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>sinking time into a degree i'm not going to finish
>ignored by everyone
>no willpower to get a job
i might join you all soon
>>44078917
i think that fundamentally, unless you're given enough space and help to come out of it, going through trauma and mental illness will leave you with neuroses and anxieties that you can't get rid of, not because they're hard to get rid of, but because they will push you into a routine where it's hard to meet or talk to anyone who could help you get rid of them. it's difficult to describe how much more closed and self-aware i am due to my compounding social anxiety compared to the me from like 3-4 years ago. living normally feels impossible now, i always have a voice in the back of my head telling me others are dangerous